Friday, May 20, 2016

Up the hill

My cane strikes the ground
Searching for rubble 
That will steady my hold

Hands shaking, I climb 
Knowing that I have grown weary
Knowing not where I am

Remembering little 
Or rather just enough 
To get by in the climb

Stopping briefly
To relive the few moments
That would suddenly flood my mind

Putting on skits with my cousins in India 
Playing crocodile at recess in Singapore 
Kayaking with my sister in Florida 

Singing to Jesus in Carrboro
Those songs that are the only
Lasting remnants of my mind

And so I sing
As I climb
Pulled up by the same hand
That held me when I was born
That had been my mother my father my sister my brother
That had never let go
Through all of my climb

I look up, and thank God 
That though I am in danger
Of forgetting who I am

He did not let me forget Him.


Friday, May 6, 2016

Promise

Overlooked
and overplayed

I sink to the chair
In disarray

I fold my hands
And take a look

There's nothing there
Only what life shook


Hoping my palms


Will form deep lines


That mean something
That I can follow

Follow
Follow

Just follow
The voice of Jesus
Singing His promise
To me

Follow
Just follow
The voice of Jesus
Saying

When someone
Calls you a novice
Just remember
My promise

You are my child
Oh you are my child
My child
You are
My child

When someone
Calls you a novice
Just remember
My promise

You are my child
Oh you are my child
Forever
You are my child

I promise